Maybe I will be graduating in 2012

Today was a difficult day. I had my first class 2 patient and I feel like I don't know what I am doing. Luckily I got the OD done but I am a little upset that I didn't know that the patient needed local anesthesia until I started a quad and almost finished a whole quad. Well hopefully she shows up on the 7th because she is my class 2 exam patient. I really wanted to pass off PE's but I didn't see much of my instructor to pass off PE's. Mondays are not fun at all! I don't have enough time to do anything. I am never going to pass my first year. I might as well get used to being a first year for a while.